I remember a juncture in which their was this women that I enjoyed affection for and it was just the occasion to give her a gift I knew would bring delight to her heart. I spent much time in selecting this gift, taking care to see that its apparel was impeccable, and putting great effort into the words I wrote onto the card that would accompany this gift. These thoughtfully penned words reflected the truest expression of my own soul....
Strong will can stir the heart, but a will too strong can cut off the hearts visibility. The sorrow of a man bewreathed of his family turns to hate, which eventually metamorphoses into the intent to kill. The man’s finger reaches for the trigger. Sins change people. Sin begets sin. But still, I want to believe, I want to believe in the heart, the heart that feels the sin. Trigun: Goodbye for Now
- It Crouches at Your Door
- There is a contrast between the offerings of these two brothers. Cain offered produce and Abel offered a lamb; however, I do not believe this is the issue unless they came before God for forgiveness. This does not fit the context though. So how was Abel's offering different? Abel offered the best lamb he had. Cain offered some of the crops from the field. A token gift. His offering reflected directly where his sulking heart really was. It demonstrates what he believed about God
Doesn't how we live our lives(living in this contest meaning to give all of us to all of Him), give a vivid depiction of what we believe about God? Stick with me while I attempt to bring this full circle (rolls up sleeves) While we do not offer specifically the blood of animals or grain to the Lord any longer,we are asked to bring our lives to Him. To be a living sacrifice. Paul urges us, in view of God's mercy, to "offer our bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God -- this is your spiritual act of worship." This is a life that is radically set apart to Christ... and His gospel.
Often, I aspire giving my life to this radical abandonment commanded by Christ.... yet my follow through is lacking. I follow Christ at such a distance. How often I consider these questions:- Lord, what is it to love You with all my heart, soul, mind and strength....and to love my neighbor?
- How do I not passively waste my life
- How do you want me to give my life to You?
- How do I not give you what is my second best, what's left over, after I have done with my life what I want?
Then...
I have to ask, "Do I REALLY, I mean REALLY, want to know the answers to those questions?" If one can answer yes to this question then I think the process has begun toward this radical abandonment to Christ. If my answer is, "No" then what does this say about what I believe about God?
When they grew up, Abel became a shepherd, while Cain cultivated the ground. When it was time for the harvest, Cain presented some of his crops as a gift to the Lord. Abel also brought a gift—the best of the firstborn lambs from his flock. The Lord accepted Abel and his gift, but he did not accept Cain and his gift. This made Cain very angry, and he looked dejected.
“Why are you so angry?” the Lord asked Cain. “Why do you look so dejected? You will be accepted if you do what is right. But if you refuse to do what is right, then watch out! Sin is crouching at the door, eager to control you. But you must subdue it and be its master.”Genesis 4:1-7
I also remember an instance in which I received sundry gift in which a thank you card would have been appreciated. Thus, a thank you card was given....a token gift of gratitude.... yet, not with the same grandeur and passion in which I gave the former gift. Are you getting the picture here? Much could be written, but suffice to say that the former instance of giving reflected all my energy and resourcefulness and even help of the Lord; the latter, was a more obligatory response given in view of cultural expectations, or fear of what people would think if I did not send this token card.
When is the last time you offered something to the Lord? How often is it that we follow this same process. And we come up to the plate/alter/life.... and strike out. Why? jealously...competition...
That's right. This sin,to be defined, is at the door and ready to jump out in front of you and me. When I think of Cain I have to appreciate his transparency...he was angry...then his face was downcast, his countenance fell, he began to sulk. He did not do well, and it was apparent. Why does Cain become angry? The Lord did not look on Cain's token offering with pleasure or acceptance, because he did not "do right (v7)"
How did Cain not do right? Two things come to mind:
Injured, Crippled and Diseased
You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see. Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. Revelation 3:17,18
A half response is not worthy of the Son of God, nor will it be accepted my Him. What kind of life/offering do we bring before the our Great God and Saviour? Will the Lord look on us and our gift with pleasure? Is it our best?
A half response is not worthy of the Son of God, nor will it be accepted my Him. What kind of life/offering do we bring before the our Great God and Saviour? Will the Lord look on us and our gift with pleasure? Is it our best?
When you bring injured, crippled or diseased animals and offer them as sacrifices, should I accept them from your hands?" says the LORD. "Cursed is the cheat who has an acceptable male in his flock and vows to give it, but then sacrifices a blemished animal to the Lord. For I am a great king," says the LORD Almighty, "and my name is to be feared among the nations. Malachi 1:13,14
A Difference of Faith
By faith Abel offered God a better sacrifice than Cain did. By faith he was commended as a righteous man, when God spoke well of his offerings. And by faith he still speaks, even though he is dead. Hebrews 11:4
Cain's gift reflects his heart and what he believes about God. For instance, if I really believe that God is holy, the I live my life within that internal reality. Practically, that means that I abstain from the things that would make me unholy, that is not set apart to Christ from the world. If I believe that God is holy then I am going to abide in Him daily, becoming holy as He is holy. This begs the question of me:
- Do I believe He is worthy of all my life?
- Do I trust that He knows what is best for me?
- Does He orchestrate my circumstances, experiences, education, personal development, emotions, mental and physical health, finances, intellect etc for His plan?
- Do I trust that He alone is more enough to satiate the lusts of my soul?
A Right, Obedient Sacrifice
"That was a problem in Jesus' day also. Because of their obstinance, the Jews kept traditions which nullified laws, and then they had the audacity to worship. So, Jesus rebuked, "You hypocrites! Well did Isaiah prophesy of you, when he said, 'This people honors me with their lips, but their heart is far from me; in vain do they worship me, teaching as doctrine the precepts of men'" (Matt. 15:7).
The bottom line:
- How we live our lives, gives a vivid depiction of what we believe about God.
- We must take care to see that our hearts are being appraised before anything we could offer to God.
- We must imitate Christ's obedient sacrifice of giving His life, thereby becoming our life, as opposed to Cain's disobedient giving of a token second-rate life.
- Will we give only of our lives what we can spare, or what it is going to take to make Christ known to a lost world that desperately needs Him?
But you have come to Mount Zion, to the heavenly Jerusalem, the city of the living God. You have come to thousands upon thousands of angels in joyful assembly, to the church of the firstborn, whose names are written in heaven. You have come to God, the judge of all men, to the spirits of righteous men made perfect, to Jesus the mediator of a new covenant, and to the sprinkled blood that speaks a better word than the blood of Abel. Hebrews 12:22-24
We must not rest, indulge in personal comforts, or be diverted from finding a dwelling place for God among the Tuareg, the Baluchi, the Karalkapak, and all other people groups. - Jerry Rankin



